‘En Mel Vizhundha Mazhai Thuliye Ithanai Naalai Engirundhaai‘
I was losing myself to ARR when I saw her through the bus window. This is not the first time I’m seeing her. But I got the butterflies in my stomach as if I was the only one longing for her.
The war between my heart and mind started whether to go for her today or not. Only at certain points of your life, you will feel like everything is happening in favour of the situation and the situation is occurring in favour of you. That moment happened for me. Vairamuthu wrote a line for my situation with ARR composing ‘Iravai Thirandhaal Pagal Irukkum, En Imayai Thirandhaal Neeyirupaai’.
My love for her cannot be categorized into any of those infatuation or attraction which people talk about when they lose their love. My love is so strong that I can’t be friend zoned either. Seriously, I don’t remember the day I fell in love with her. But slowly, deeply she came into me and started influencing my thoughts.
I must admit that my love is not ‘Idhayam Murali’ type anymore where seeing her enough for the life time. In the course of time, her beauty and behaviour that please others transformed me into ‘VTV Simbu’ that I badly wanted to kiss her whenever I see. Is this the place and time to do that? Or Shall I take her home? What if she doesn’t oblige to my request? Why should she come with me? A series of questions clouded in my mind. But I had a strong grit to meet her and show my love.
I got down from my bus giving some rest to ARR and Vairamuthu. I ran towards the place where I saw her. I can’t recollect where I saw her. Did I miss the place? Think. Rethink. Roll on the floor. Or Do whatever you want to? But Go and get her today. My heart instructed mind.
Yeah... I am able to see her now. ‘Fortunately, I got absconded from the bashings of the heart’, thought my mind with unlimited joy. The place is already crowded not only because of her. Everyone who came there had their own priorities. After all, it’s a public place. But I am sure some of them came for her too.
I want to make myself comfortable before proposing her. So I checked myself whether I have all the reasons for her to accept my love proposal. Yes, I have. My self confidence came into limelight at a very right time. I went and proposed with what I had in my hand. She happily held my hands without uttering a word. I started my walk towards home holding her. My heart started to beat fast.
My heart is mentally challenged for sure. It skipped its beat when I saw her and now, it is beating fast when I got hold of her. Is it an overreaction? Or it copied this from human minds? Whatever it is I am enjoying this moment.
My enjoyment suddenly changed to confusion when I thought of my home. Will anyone be in home? If they are there, should I introduce her to them? Or just walk into my bedroom before anyone knows? If I introduce her to all, I may end up without showing my complete love? Before I could decide upon anything, I reached my home.
None can be seen in home. As usual, they went for a Puja in nearby temple. How lucky I am?
Without changing myself, I sat down on my bed and made her sit on my lap. Both of us are looking at each other’s eyes. Again someone started to compose music for this situation somewhere. This time it’s ARR’s prodigy Anirudh making Sid Sriram to voice for my love. I sang along in my bad voice looking at her.
‘Vizhunthaalum Naan Udanjae Poirunthaalum, Un Ninaivirundhale pothum Nimirnthiduvenae Naanum’
These lines made me too romantic. I brought her close to my lips.
Suddenly I realized something and started to remove her dress which read ‘Dairy Milk Silk’.
I was losing myself to ARR when I saw her through the bus window. This is not the first time I’m seeing her. But I got the butterflies in my stomach as if I was the only one longing for her.
The war between my heart and mind started whether to go for her today or not. Only at certain points of your life, you will feel like everything is happening in favour of the situation and the situation is occurring in favour of you. That moment happened for me. Vairamuthu wrote a line for my situation with ARR composing ‘Iravai Thirandhaal Pagal Irukkum, En Imayai Thirandhaal Neeyirupaai’.
My love for her cannot be categorized into any of those infatuation or attraction which people talk about when they lose their love. My love is so strong that I can’t be friend zoned either. Seriously, I don’t remember the day I fell in love with her. But slowly, deeply she came into me and started influencing my thoughts.
I must admit that my love is not ‘Idhayam Murali’ type anymore where seeing her enough for the life time. In the course of time, her beauty and behaviour that please others transformed me into ‘VTV Simbu’ that I badly wanted to kiss her whenever I see. Is this the place and time to do that? Or Shall I take her home? What if she doesn’t oblige to my request? Why should she come with me? A series of questions clouded in my mind. But I had a strong grit to meet her and show my love.
I got down from my bus giving some rest to ARR and Vairamuthu. I ran towards the place where I saw her. I can’t recollect where I saw her. Did I miss the place? Think. Rethink. Roll on the floor. Or Do whatever you want to? But Go and get her today. My heart instructed mind.
Yeah... I am able to see her now. ‘Fortunately, I got absconded from the bashings of the heart’, thought my mind with unlimited joy. The place is already crowded not only because of her. Everyone who came there had their own priorities. After all, it’s a public place. But I am sure some of them came for her too.
I want to make myself comfortable before proposing her. So I checked myself whether I have all the reasons for her to accept my love proposal. Yes, I have. My self confidence came into limelight at a very right time. I went and proposed with what I had in my hand. She happily held my hands without uttering a word. I started my walk towards home holding her. My heart started to beat fast.
My heart is mentally challenged for sure. It skipped its beat when I saw her and now, it is beating fast when I got hold of her. Is it an overreaction? Or it copied this from human minds? Whatever it is I am enjoying this moment.
My enjoyment suddenly changed to confusion when I thought of my home. Will anyone be in home? If they are there, should I introduce her to them? Or just walk into my bedroom before anyone knows? If I introduce her to all, I may end up without showing my complete love? Before I could decide upon anything, I reached my home.
None can be seen in home. As usual, they went for a Puja in nearby temple. How lucky I am?
Without changing myself, I sat down on my bed and made her sit on my lap. Both of us are looking at each other’s eyes. Again someone started to compose music for this situation somewhere. This time it’s ARR’s prodigy Anirudh making Sid Sriram to voice for my love. I sang along in my bad voice looking at her.
‘Vizhunthaalum Naan Udanjae Poirunthaalum, Un Ninaivirundhale pothum Nimirnthiduvenae Naanum’
These lines made me too romantic. I brought her close to my lips.
Suddenly I realized something and started to remove her dress which read ‘Dairy Milk Silk’.
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